Being Home

So I started this blog way back in the day cause I was bored. Now I'm more bored than ever, but I have nothing to talk about. Sad...

I decided I will share what I do each and every day. In the morning I wake up, generally on my own (which is nice!) and I run 2 miles. I sit around and contemplate life for a bit. I then do homework for a bit, then make dinner sometimes for mom and dad. I run another 2 miles at night, then sit around and do nothing until I go to bed at night. Not exciting at all. There are some days when mom and dad are the only ones I see. Sad huh?

As for updates, Brandon and I still talk occasionally. I'm terribly confused when it comes to him. When I left we said we'd "stay in contact" but who knows what that means? In the last couple weeks we would talk on the phone a couple times, but mostly we would text a couple times a day. It kind of makes me sad that this week we have not talked, and have only texted a couple times. I'm not gonna lie, kind of makes me sad. It shouldn't surprise me, but I guess it does. He really did make things confusing for me. I wonder if I hadn't started dating him, would I be more content here in Fresno? (Cause I'm not...at all. All I want to do is go back to Utah. Not that it's bad here, cause it's not. I know this is what I was supposed to do, I'm just restless and have no friends).

Anyway, there's the update. Enjoy...